thanks for everything

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I’ll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can’t forget the fun we’ve had
Laughing ‘til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we’re insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being you,
And being here with me through it all.

i miss you :( i want you back.

Im lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesnt really know,
doesnt really know

Im all out of love, Im so lost without you
I know you were right,
Im all out of love, what am I without you
I cant be too late to say that
I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me with you
Away from these long, lonely nights
Im reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem right?
does heart still speaks?

And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I cant hold on?
Theres no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone.

p/s ; yesterday was the longest night i'd been through w/o you,
my tears just rolled down like a pod,
i think i felt how you felt when i leave you,
and now i know how precious you are you me,
when i don't appreciate that much before this.
and hope you know i really love you.
will we be the same after 48 days?
will we?

Mathilda, Our fairytale baby!

it will never be the same again :'(

this love

its getting harder.

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye

And I love you so and I want you to know That I'll always be right here And I love to sing sweet songs to you Because you are so dear

failure does not just come once.
with each wild card, i have something to gain.

this is a test.
i'll prove that i am capable of this.
the storm, it'll be over soon.
and I will be able to feel the sunlight kissing my skin.

everyone grows up.

Paths we take

Choices we make

Paths we take alone

Choices we make on our own

We all grow up and learn

We all take different turns

Turns in our path of life

Turns that may lead to strife

Problems we go through

Problems exists in other lives too

Having problems are not wrong

Having problems do not stay forever long

Conflicts causes growth in many ways

Lessons we learn will always stay

Conflicts we gain as years go on

Lessons we learn, makes us more strong.

love,

mathilda