My Faiytales, Your Everafter.

thanks for everything

2010-10-03T10:06:00.001+08:00

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I’ll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can’t forget the fun we’ve had
Laughing ‘til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we’re insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being you,
And being here with me through it all.

i miss you :( i want you back.

2010-10-03T09:36:00.003+08:00

Im lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesnt really know,
doesnt really know

Im all out of love, Im so lost without you
I know you were right,
Im all out of love, what am I without you
I cant be too late to say that
I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me with you
Away from these long, lonely nights
Im reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem right?
does heart still speaks?

And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I cant hold on?
Theres no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone.

p/s ; yesterday was the longest night i'd been through w/o you,
my tears just rolled down like a pod,
i think i felt how you felt when i leave you,
and now i know how precious you are you me,
when i don't appreciate that much before this.
and hope you know i really love you.
will we be the same after 48 days?
will we?

Mathilda, Our fairytale baby!

2010-10-02T09:05:00.001+08:00

it will never be the same again :'(

this love

2010-10-01T18:54:00.002+08:00

its getting harder.

2010-08-18T16:16:00.004+08:00

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye

And I love you so and I want you to know That I'll always be right here And I love to sing sweet songs to you Because you are so dear

2010-07-24T00:11:00.001+08:00

failure does not just come once.
with each wild card, i have something to gain.

this is a test.
i'll prove that i am capable of this.
the storm, it'll be over soon.
and I will be able to feel the sunlight kissing my skin.

everyone grows up.

2010-07-05T16:10:00.000+08:00

Paths we take

Choices we make

Paths we take alone

Choices we make on our own

We all grow up and learn

We all take different turns

Turns in our path of life

Turns that may lead to strife

Problems we go through

Problems exists in other lives too

Having problems are not wrong

Having problems do not stay forever long

Conflicts causes growth in many ways

Lessons we learn will always stay

Conflicts we gain as years go on

Lessons we learn, makes us more strong.

love,

mathilda

cause i wish you were here

2010-06-23T15:16:00.000+08:00

where are you when i needed you the most?

maybe

2010-06-20T16:48:00.001+08:00

maybe my choice are right!

2010-06-10T01:03:00.003+08:00

if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
& darling I wish you were here.

i'm afraid of the lightning and the thunder.
will you still sing for me to sleep?
so that im no so scared?

when there was once you told me not to be afraid because
the next morning ,
the rain will stop and the sun will rise and shine brightly,
through your magic.
it still reminds me of you.

2010-06-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

fight for this love

2010-06-09T23:57:00.002+08:00

NO NO NO NO NO!

2010-06-07T20:50:00.001+08:00

where have you been? ;/

how good if I could.

2010-06-04T15:14:00.005+08:00

when looking at the moon still reminds me of you.

I know I shldn’t have even do that,

i know i shldn't have read back ,

cause there’s no meaning anymore,
why do i still think of you, idk

why do i still care and concern abt you..

i'd seriously no idea,

by this time, i shld just forget abt you.

you still pop outta my mind sometimes,

still do,

I shldn’t even right this out,

I shld just forget about you,

how good if I could.

2010-06-03T20:30:00.001+08:00

Sun scorching
Head torching
Where I fret
Why such heat
I must meet
And my feet
Fire greet?
I heard a voice
You have the choice
Without dread
Clear your head
And embrace
This warm grace;
Else you choose
Your head lose
Hell's own flame
Your head claim
And all blame
Will be lame.
In this dream
You may scream
Or smile
For a while.
You will live
What you believe.

2010-06-03T20:24:00.004+08:00

I am a star
I had a dream,
A dream to light the earth
Like the sun, moon or better
Be of more help
Stand out of that huge crowd
A desire that many had and have
To be out there, be up that step
Even for just a day or night;

You doubted me, i know
Cause i too did, sometimes
Many we were at the start
Some gave up, others lost it
I made it and i shine today
Some have made it like i
Though we too look many
The brightness differs
Maybe it’s how we made it
To whom we all owe this
In Christ Jesus i believed
And so in him i always shine
Now am today’s bright sun
And will be tonight’s moon

2010-05-07T10:27:00.000+08:00

Came out to a shooting star
But he moves so fast
That I can't keep up, I'm chasing
I'm in love with a shooting star
But he moves so fast
When he falls then I'll be waiting

Mighty to save

2010-04-22T16:48:00.000+08:00

God, grant me the serenity to accept things that I cannot change;
The courage to change the things I can, And the wisdom to know the difference.

Amen

its al about you Jesus

2010-04-17T23:30:00.001+08:00

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it
when it's all about you
it's all about you, Jesus

stormy feelings

2010-04-12T00:07:00.003+08:00

I am stuck in the memory through the weeks, and can’t get away for it,
And im alone, remembering the stormy nights
re-awake the stomachache that I’ve acquired

From feeling down,
things look grim and I’m so sick,
of being tired

When lights go dark, and it’s depressing but what can I do?
Midnight streets feel dead, when I am so used to be talking with you

Brighter lights fill the nights and bluer skies reflect in your eyes
As I inspect and analyze all these dreams I don’t recognize

xoxox

fight for this love

2010-04-11T23:51:00.004+08:00

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no..

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back to the start..

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

I don't know where im heading but,
I'm willing and ready to go
I've been driving so fast & just need to slow down and just roll

when i see you from far,

2010-04-11T15:41:00.004+08:00

feels like the first time..

2010-04-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

feels pain, reading back all the conversations.

2010-04-03T21:22:00.001+08:00

am i not me when i suppose to be me?

april fool?

2010-04-03T20:41:00.002+08:00

Im so tired, stressed,worn out, and im too anxious that
i cant control my emotions
& i finally break down
& it burst out into tears.
i just couldn't help it.

i just couldn't help it

2010-03-18T00:48:00.001+08:00

sometimes, i think im just too free to think of you.
i think too much.
i think, i just have to keep myself busy!!!

& i just wanna be happy.

2010-03-15T12:51:00.002+08:00

She missed so many years, she grew up too fast
She can never forget, she can't change the past
Look at her memories, none of them seem good
She can't wipe them away, she wishes she could

im sorry, i cant help it.

2010-03-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

II feel so sad and guilty after reading all the message you'd send to me,
i kept thinking about it and i just cant help it,
and i even have sleepless night these days,
i cant concentrate in my studies,
i really don't want to get distracted, i hope you understand.
thanks a lot.

2010-03-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

2010-02-27T15:17:00.004+08:00

I wanted a perfect ending.
Now I've learned, the hard way,
that some poems don't rhyme,
and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change,
taking the moment and making the best of it,
without knowing what's going to happen next

2010-02-27T15:12:00.001+08:00

Inside my mind walk the confusions
Questions without answers and never solutions
I want to vanish I want to disappear
To stop searching for an answer and leave far away from here

2010-02-27T15:09:00.003+08:00

At times I feel that I can cope And somewhere inside there's a little hope Then that bit of comfort has to end I'm always right where I started again

2010-02-27T15:03:00.004+08:00

I've changed so much lately.
Every single day I wake up different.
I feel like I'm fading with each step.
All everyone else sees are smiles.
They say I'm doing much better.
I know I'm doing much worse inside

2010-02-27T14:52:00.005+08:00

I was so lost back , but i believe i will find
a light in the tunnel at the end.

i dont wanna miss a thing tonight.

2010-02-14T00:08:00.001+08:00

Today is the already cny, and valentine day at same time..
i'd been listening through all songs and it reminds me or you all the time.

i dont wanna miss a single thing.
but i cant help it,

it just pop out of my mind.

can we pull through this avalanche

2010-02-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind

truimph

2010-01-31T22:47:00.001+08:00

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

2010-01-31T22:45:00.001+08:00

Instead of giving myself reasons why I can't, I give myself reasons why I can.

2010-01-21T18:06:00.001+08:00

facebook no more, facing the book more!

the stars reminds me of you,

2010-01-15T21:33:00.003+08:00

and when i look up at the stars, i think of you,
is it right or is it wrong?
is it a good thing or is it a bad thing?
i miss you, but i know i shouldn't .

2010-01-02T02:50:00.000+08:00

im sorry, but i miss you.
seriously missing you is pain.

here without you.

2009-12-30T23:31:00.001+08:00

its really hard for me to forget you,
i've to try and i HAVE TO.
imissyou :(

sorry

and its the hardest word to say goodbye.

2009-12-30T19:18:00.000+08:00

I felt so apologetic.
Ever since that day i just felt like i didn't really know
who you are and what you're like.
Seems like things have changed or maybe
I just didn't realize you were someone like that.

I’m feeling very awkward whenever we’re talking to each other and

I even look away when we’re making eye contact while talking to you,

I feel so uncomfortable when I’m with you.

We’re like strangers.

Everything is so different.
Seriously, after that day i just felt that
maybe you're not someone i would
want to be with forever.
It's kind of creepy and sad I know.

But maybe everything is going too fast.

Perhaps I should say it’s extremely fast.
Maybe I’m too immature for now to talk about all this.

I’d play with your feelings and

I myself don’t even know the meaning,

Perhaps, it’s too deep for me to understand all this now.

My aim now is just to do good for 2010 and not to do mistake again.

The person who would suffer and cry isn't you.
So I think I'd better stop.

Goodbye.

2009-12-29T14:09:00.001+08:00

im trying to be happy when im not.
im having a very hard time now :(

2009-12-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

how can i make ppl to love me more?

2009-12-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

3 words, 8 letters, say it and I'm yours.

and if only you were here♥

2009-12-05T19:59:00.002+08:00

baby I, really know by now
since we met that day
you showed me the way
i felt it then
you gave me love
i can't discribe
how much i feel for you.
i said baby I, should have known by now
should have been right there whenever you gave me love
and if only you were here♥

2009-12-05T19:52:00.001+08:00

Friends come and go
but you will always be in our heart

Best Friends

2009-12-05T19:48:00.001+08:00

What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best friend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have no answers. A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone, or how many hours they hang out together. It is not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have. There are no requirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend, or tell each other every little detail. A best friend is a matter of opinion. It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things, or the little things. It is the person that you call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when you didn’t even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, and the person that you are becoming.

2009-12-05T19:44:00.002+08:00

My heart wont keep still
My love keeps growing for you
Why can’t I stop loving you?

xoxo

2009-12-05T19:26:00.002+08:00

I want him everywhere 
& if he's beside me
i know i need never care
But to love him is to need him everywhere
Knowing that love is to share

If i stop, would you come?

2009-11-29T19:48:00.002+08:00

If i walk , would you run?

2009-11-29T19:46:00.005+08:00

2009-11-23T13:20:00.001+08:00

because there are times when i wish i could just kiss you

The only one who keeps me wishing on the wishing star :)

2009-11-21T01:28:00.003+08:00

cause i feel helpless without you.

Baby I miss you dearly.

2009-11-11T00:23:00.001+08:00

Where you are the one, the one, That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love, With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else, I could be, but,
Here in your arms♥

Mine

2009-11-11T00:20:00.001+08:00

you are on my mind all the time♥

I wish

2009-10-29T17:51:00.002+08:00

I wish I were your pillow,
So you would hold me tight.
I wish I were invisible,
So i could watch you sleep at night.
I wish I was the sun,
So I could warm you with my rays.
I wish I were the rain,
So I could brush upon your face..
I'd wish on every star,
To have just one wish come true,
So I could be with you.

2009-10-15T19:40:00.001+08:00

Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,

I'd whisper in your ear,

Oh darling I wish you were here.

xoxox

Jealousy

2009-10-13T15:53:00.004+08:00

Jealousy is just a way of telling someone you care too much to let them go

♥ Fairytales

2009-10-12T16:39:00.003+08:00

You create her fairytale

crazy.

2009-10-10T17:02:00.004+08:00

I think I'm already in love with him. I can't tell anybody,
because I know they'll all call me crazy.

love & flower

2009-10-08T23:41:00.005+08:00

love & flower, will they last forever?

Life is that ever lasting flower
The flower that is always in constant bloom
People are that dying powder
That cause the flower to slowly consume
People cause the flower to die
Just as fast as those bees fly
People don’t care about the flower
They just care about the nectar it brings
They care about the flowers sweet things
Only a few care to keep the flower in bloom
Only a few are worried when the flower is doomed
The flower is life that ever lasting thing
Life is something that is truly a blessing
Once you poor that powder on our flower
Life will descend and we will follow in a whirlpool of sorrow
Because life is that ever lasting flower
So treat our flower correct, and we may just see tomorrow

2009-10-06T18:20:00.001+08:00

Someone once told me that we like a person for their perfections,

but we love them for their flaws. I believe that ♥

Never Be Replaced

2009-10-05T15:21:00.000+08:00

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Everything

2009-10-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.

There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you...
You are my everything

Fairytale ♥

Thinking of you

2009-10-01T00:11:00.004+08:00

I spend my time thinking,
Wishing you were here.
I stop and look around,
Hoping you were near.

Just because You are not with Me,
Doesn't mean a thing.
It's knowing that You know,
That I'm Your everything.

So whenever You feel lonely,
Just look inside Your Heart.
And know without a doubt,
That in our spirit We will never be apart.

♥ Your princess

you and me baby

2009-10-01T00:00:00.003+08:00

You and me forever
You're in my dreams,
You're in my thoughts.
You're the reason my heart doesn't stop.
You and me forever,
And always to the end.
I can't live with out you,
Because you are more than my friend.
I love you with all my heart,
And I knew I would from the start.
As time goes on you and me can't be apart.

one and only ♥

You’ve taken over my thoughts

2009-09-30T23:57:00.001+08:00

My heart aches when I didn't talk to you
My heart aches when I don’t hear from you
My heart aches when I long for you

I don’t know why
You’ve taken over my thoughts
I can’t explain

You’re still a stranger
Far away
I want you close by

I miss your embrace
Holding you close
My heart aches

I miss you!

Forever & Always

2009-09-30T23:36:00.003+08:00

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
My love continues to grow
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
How much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart
I've never felt before,
and
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
Know I hold you dearly
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always
I Will Love You"

Fairytale ♥

Dreams

2009-09-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

Dreaming about you and me,
of me feeding you bit by bit,
with all my love
waking up and knowing it'll never be.
You are always in my dreams,
I dont know why, or what it means.
My dreams are filled with thoughts of you,
Us together, someday two.

♥

2009-09-30T17:24:00.003+08:00

For all the reasons I Care

Love

2009-09-27T14:15:00.002+08:00

You drive me crazy half the time

The another half

Im only trying to let you know

That what I feel is true ♥

And I’m truly only me when Im with you.

You tell me :)

2009-09-27T14:02:00.001+08:00

No matter how far we are apart,

You’ll always be in my heart.

Hope, peace & love

2009-09-21T13:59:00.004+08:00

'It rains when you're here

& it rains when you're gone'

Make peace to evade war,

Have hope and keep the faith,

& Love, just because you can.

♥

2009-09-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

YOU MAY BE OUT OF MY SIGHT BUT NEVER OUT OF MY MIND

xoxoxox

2009-09-16T21:53:00.002+08:00

Your one & only,

♥

All i want you to know.

2009-09-15T15:38:00.003+08:00

I just want to tell you,

I love you with all my heart.
I wish for us to be together,
Never shall we be apart.

I just want to tell you,
You put the smile on my face.
I want to be by your side,
I don't want to be any other place.

I just want to tell you,
You mean so much to me.
I see you as nothing less than the world,
And that I want you to see.

I just want to tell you,
I wouldn't be able to live without you.
Without the comfort you give,
There's nothing I could do.

I just want to tell you,
I thank you for being there.
You've always given me a shoulder to lean on,
And you always care.

I just want to tell you,
I think of you every moment of the day.
And how much I love you,
Words could never even say.

I just want to tell you,
I love you with all my heart.
I wish for us to be together,
Never shall we be apart.

♥

Without you.

2009-09-15T14:59:00.002+08:00

Life without you is not life
but a nightmare 
A nightmare that eats 
my skin little by little
A nightmare that pricks 
my soul until I feel no more 
Life is not life, without you.

Mathilda,
xoxo

Never Be Replaced

2009-09-10T13:41:00.007+08:00

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy ...I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

2009-09-09T18:40:00.000+08:00

Time passes so slow without you. A day seems to have more than 24 hours.

yes i know baby,
loveyou♥

Imissyou ♥

2009-09-09T18:36:00.002+08:00

You my sweet love,
I miss ever so much.

Many uncontrollable circumstances,
Have kept us so far apart.
Yet every moment I carry you,

Deep within my heart.

Whenever were together,
My spirit is such aglow.
You always color my world,
Like a beautiful rainbow.

You are the love of my life,
That you'll always be.
The special times we share,
Just mean everything to me.

Each day I find happiness,
So much joy and laughter.
Knowing that soon we'll be together,
And living happily ever after.

♥

Love is the answer.

2009-09-09T18:29:00.000+08:00

There's no combination of words,

I could write as a poem,
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart ,
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy,
And sometimes life can be deceiving,
I'll tell you one thing, its always better when we're together♥♥♥

you are the reason i believe love exists

2009-09-08T21:53:00.001+08:00

I'll collapse from exhaustion someday.

2009-09-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

Mentally break down :( I can hardly breath.

2009-09-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

when words fail, heart speaks.

♥

tired.

2009-09-08T21:18:00.001+08:00

Im very tired of keeping eveything to myself
in my heart for such a long time
im tired of it.
i hope this will end Now!

only.

2009-09-08T20:37:00.001+08:00

the only one can make me me laugh when I teared.

My broken smile is fixed by You :)

2009-09-07T14:12:00.001+08:00

I don’t need to fake a smile because you’d fixed my broken smile.

♥

You Just Keep On Loving Me

2009-09-07T00:20:00.003+08:00

No matter what I look like,
Whether pretty or plain you see,
When I’m all dressed up or in PJs,
You just keep on loving me.

Sometimes I’m happy and cheerful;
Other times grumpy and sad;
Your absolute love never wavers,
Whether I’m grouchy or glad.

Sometimes I try to change you;
And sometimes I criticize;
But I feel something melting within me,
When I see all the love in your eyes.

Your tolerance is endless,
However I choose to be;
Having my love makes you happy,
So you just keep on loving me.

And that is why, my darling,
Whatever else I do,
One thing is sure; no matter what,
I’ll just keep on loving you.

A Love Song

2009-09-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

Let me sing you a love song
About what I feel in my heart;
Butterflies can't find nectar
Whenever we're apart. You're a flower in bloom.
In the dark, in the gloom,
It's you who brightens my day.
How many ways do I need you?
Every day, every way, come what may.

♥

when you said it ♥

2009-09-06T01:24:00.003+08:00

ps : you know i love you.

always, always.

♥

Every drop.

2009-09-06T01:21:00.004+08:00

Raindrops

♥

love is You.

2009-09-06T00:32:00.000+08:00

You're the turning point of my life curving every single maximum and minimum points in my life. Your presence makes my life a plain and ordinary straight line to become an interesting and wonderful curve.

Ps : I love you. ♥

Growing up.

2009-09-03T22:44:00.006+08:00

Paths we take

Choices we make

Paths we take alone

Choices we make on our own

We all grow up and learn

We all take different turns

Turns in our path of life

Turns that may lead to strife

Problems we go through

Problems exists in other lives too

Having problems are not wrong

Having problems do not stay forever long

Conflicts causes growth in many ways

Lessons we learn will always stay

Conflicts we gain as years go on

Lessons we learn, makes us more strong.

♥M

its time for me to grow up.

2009-09-03T22:42:00.001+08:00

Life is a bed of roses

when you are young.

When kisses heal boo-boosand

lullabies are sung.

It seemed that life could go on for years,

as long as the nightlight was thereto quiet our fears.

Why does growing up

have to be so hard?

When did the world become

bigger than our own back yard?

There is no more recess

to stop the stress of the school day.

There are no more falling stars

that can take our worries away.

Decisions are more complicated

now that we are grown,

why cant we go backto when life was our own?

2009-09-02T15:12:00.002+08:00

its hard for me to pretend that I am happy.

I bottled up all my feelings.

2009-08-31T12:58:00.000+08:00

In one point of your life,
people will judge you and determine how you should be.
me, i was the one who's happy, always cheerful and
lots and lots of extra sunshine.

and today, i stopped and think.
maybe i don't want to always be bubbly and cheerful.
sometimes, people think that because i am,
i don't have trouble.
I've to seal up that problems and hide it deep inside me.
and sometimes, i feel that i want to break down.

you see, I'm a person that needs constant attention.
i cannot be alone.
I've a fear that people will leave me.
so, i guess.
being happy and cheery gives me the attention i crave for.

Don't get me wrong.
i like being happy.
but i just think that it unfair that you can only be one thing.
why cant you be happy most of time,
and sad the other.

♥

2009-08-30T18:39:00.001+08:00

Tears are words the heart can't express

its reminds me about you.

2009-08-21T09:03:00.002+08:00

(part of my poem) :P

...
you reminds me of how we know each other
when the thunder storms & the lightning strikes
& you appear in my mind
like a automatic switch
everytime
...

♥

My Faiytales, Your Everafter.

thanks for everything

i miss you :( i want you back.

this love

everyone grows up.

cause i wish you were here

maybe

fight for this love

how good if I could.

Came out to a shooting starBut he moves so fastThat I can't keep up, I'm chasingI'm in love with a shooting starBut he moves so fastWhen he falls then I'll be waiting

Mighty to save

its al about you Jesus

stormy feelings

fight for this love

when i see you from far,

april fool?

i just couldn't help it

& i just wanna be happy.

im sorry, i cant help it.

i dont wanna miss a thing tonight.

can we pull through this avalanche

truimph

facebook no more, facing the book more!

the stars reminds me of you,

here without you.

and its the hardest word to say goodbye.

and if only you were here♥

Best Friends

If i stop, would you come?

If i walk , would you run?

because there are times when i wish i could just kiss you

The only one who keeps me wishing on the wishing star :)

cause i feel helpless without you.

Baby I miss you dearly.

Mine

you are on my mind all the time♥

I wish

Jealousy

♥ Fairytales

crazy.

love & flower

Someone once told me that we like a person for their perfections,

but we love them for their flaws. I believe that ♥

Never Be Replaced

Everything

Thinking of you

you and me baby

You’ve taken over my thoughts

Forever & Always

Dreams

You tell me :)

Hope, peace & love

xoxoxox

All i want you to know.

♥

Without you.

Never Be Replaced

Time passes so slow without you. A day seems to have more than 24 hours.

Imissyou ♥

Love is the answer.

I'll collapse from exhaustion someday.

Mentally break down :( I can hardly breath.

tired.

only.

My broken smile is fixed by You :)

You Just Keep On Loving Me

A Love Song

when you said it ♥

Every drop.

love is You.

You're the turning point of my life curving every single maximum and minimum points in my life. Your presence makes my life a plain and ordinary straight line to become an interesting and wonderful curve.

Growing up.

its time for me to grow up.

I bottled up all my feelings.

its reminds me about you.

Came out to a shooting star
But he moves so fast
That I can't keep up, I'm chasing
I'm in love with a shooting star
But he moves so fast
When he falls then I'll be waiting